there is still a bit of hurt at random times when I run across Long and Kalen’s stuff on Facebook. He and I met on May 1st/2nd, 2010, talked for a week, were bf/gf for two weeks…and then we broke up. Next thing I know, he and Kalen are “in a relationship” on May 28th.
I’m happy for them. Really. They’re perfect for each other. They seem happy, and they certainly lasted the whole two years Long was in Japan for the navy. Now he’s back, and they’re still together, with Ricky telling me rumors that they’re engaged.
Still…I can’t help but feel betrayed because we had just broken up, and he had already moved on so quick. It makes me wonder what I did wrong, or when I did what I did wrong. Three days after we officially broke up and he gets a new girlfriend?
Then again, I’m glad things happened the way they did. I wouldn’t have been able to wait that long for him. In the two years after we met, I hooked up with four others, one of them being a huge one night stand regret. The other two I’ve grown to really like. One I fell in love with.
I hate the feeling of betrayal I got from his quick moving on, but I am thankful for the chance I got to explore what I could have missed if he and I stayed together.